Tension headaches are usually triggered by some type of environmental or internal stress. The most common sources of stress include family, social relationships, friends, work and school.
Episodic tension headaches are usually triggered by an isolated stressful situation or a build-up of stress. Daily stress can lead to chronic tension headaches.
It can be treated with painkillers and anti-depressants. Patients need to get treatment for depression or anxiety.
But why?? Why am I diagnosed with tension headache? Do I really think too much? Have I been thinking? What is it that is affecting me? Anti-depressants, muscle relaxers, huh?! I’m fine! Perfectly healthy!
I don’t want to go back to that phase of all those depressing moments. I don’t want to build walls around me. I am fine! I don’t want to let anger conquer me. I am perfectly stable!
Am I already thinking?? Now that’s the problem!! Unnecessary stress!! ARGH!!
3:34 PM; left undecided.
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Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Too emotional? FUCK YOU!! Real hard!!
After all those words that cut deeply into my very fucking soul, sending me shivering and shuddering tears to sleep, you can turn around and tell me I am being too emotional?? FUCK YOU ALL AGAIN!!!
I tried to keep very silent, but, sadly, no one seems to be wise enough to understand! Crying alone reminiscing over how my feelings never did seem to matter at all to any of you. The comicality of something that aches to others makes me wonder how sadistic can people who enjoy inflicting pain on others with words so cruel and curt be???
There is a marked difference between being funny and utterly insensitive! Some things done cannot be put to rest just like that. I can’t afford to give up my resentment against people just like that. I am NOT a dummy! I feel!
3:03 PM; left undecided.
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Monday, January 5, 2009
Ok! If a guy wants to make me his girlfriend, he must ask like this!! Under that same decorated shelter or tent or whatever you call it! Just him and me and a bottle of champagne maybe?
Any takers?? Hahaha!! Argh!! I’m going crazy just imagining it happening! So much effort, so much love, so romantic!! Argh!! I’m melting……….
4:37 PM; left undecided.
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I don’t know why I am feeling like this. It’s like something really heavy is pulling me down from my heart straight down to my stomach. I suddenly feel the need to scream out loud at the top of some mountain and just cry.
Heard from people that I have become a little quieter than before. Classmates would turn around and ask what’s up with the silence. Have I become reticent to the people around me? I don’t know. Probably, I just need time to heal. I am still not able to accept some truth.
I have had enough of ostentatious people in my life. Full of pretension! Nah.. I’m not buying that anymore. No more plastics God! Bless me with some purebreds! I seriously need genuine gems that are not in this world only for themselves but at least spare a little thought for others.
So much hatred! So much ill will and deep-rooted dislike. All those resentment and asperity, all those despondency and tears… ENOUGH!! All these have broken me down. This foolishness tires me. Physically and mentally exhausted I have become!
I am just looking forward to tranquility. Free from disturbance and agitation. I hope to stay calm and peaceful. I want to appreciate serenity. Maybe, it is a lot better to be motionless! No hurt and always so calm…
12:42 PM; left undecided.
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Sunday, January 4, 2009
Gangsters are not men. They just don’t have the courage and capability to stand alone, in any paths of life! Earn money, self-defense, you name it, they just can’t!! That’s why they embrace gangsterism.
It just does not make any sense to me. So many of you, bashing up one man, gosh!! I just can’t absorb! The best part is they walk out of it feeling good, thinking that they are some big shots. Boys, you are not!! Had you own some balls, you would dare take it one on one, like a man!
It is so obvious that they doubt their own strength and skills. They wouldn’t want to walk out of it swollen and bleeding. Easier said, as the loser! They are not man enough and realistic to accept the reality of the world, some people are JUST better! Therefore, they need their mob, bloody lawless crowd, and start hustling and jostling, hitting, punching and kicking one helpless soul. Sadly, they heartlessly enjoy this.
“Sedap siol!! Kau dapat jamah??”
Wtf??!! Typically matrepped! What is so delicious about hurting someone so bad?? Sadist bunch of fuckers, collectively with common interest in life! Or rather, they have nothing great to look forward to in life, that they find fun in this.
Common! Get real! So many against one, obviously, you win! Had you take 30-40 girls, chances are, you would still lose if they are going to start mass-attacking you! Therefore, it does not make you any better than a loser!
I once heard from a wise man when I questioned whether he has beaten someone up before. I got a question for an answer.
Him: “Does it hurt if someone beat you?” Me: “Of course!” Him: “Then how can you have the heart to beat someone else??”
Now that’s more like a man! They use their brains more than their heart. The only time they get into something physically violent is probably only when they have to act in self- defense, and if every men start to be a man, then we would not even have to face all this.
So, you who need a crowd, you are no less than a coward. In the battle of life and death, you may win, however, morally and mentally, you suck!!! Gross!!
12:08 AM; left undecided.
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