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Wednesday, December 10, 2008
My ability to write compelling and engaging content on a consistent basis over time has declined. Apparently, I don’t make a successful blogger who keep their heads around many different aspects of a medium.
However, after Hari Raya Haji, I started thinking again. Hahaha! Yes! I wasn’t thinking before that. Experiencing the entire mess, I suddenly got smacked on my face. The negative energy in my surrounding was released in a rapid motion. I had feelings that hurled in violently.
Suddenly, I was forcibly put into a condition whereby I lost my ability to accept the reality of life. Troubled again! With all those redundant thoughts and passion, hoping to change the world. I was angry at myself because I knew I would not be able to do anything to change whatever that has happened. My attempt and hope in restoring positive energy into my world would be futile.
Why can’t human beings leave things to be the way it was meant to be? Like family bonds? Family ties..? Why are we all so packed up with our own needs in life that everything else holds no value? It’s just so sad…
Why are we always made to feel like we over react? We are just unnecessary? Why? Why is it that when we are troubled with something, people can tell us that it is nothing? How can the world be made up of so many biased people?
Things are only big when it happens to you and it makes you unhappy. If it happens to others then it suddenly becomes nothing. So much unjust! I can’t take it! Enough is enough!
I NEED SOME JUSTICE!!!
12:20 PM;
left undecided.