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Thursday, November 27, 2008
I have a friend who complains and frets every day about how troubled her peace of mind is. She has always chosen this minority to love and cherish. She has never been after a whole gang or bunch of people. Just a few for her to really keep fondly in mind and treat with affection and tenderness plus to be given the same amount of love she felt she has given her loved ones is all that she needs.
She has always tried her best in dividing her time, attention and if possible, herself to all her minions, without with, will be very consequential for her.
Now, she has come to a point where she feels like a fool expecting the same love from her own people. She starts to question herself. Is she asking for something impossible? Is that too high a demand? Is she even significant to them as they are to her?
So many questions…
She was afraid if these thoughts will drive her mentally deranged. Well, I have always told this friend of mine to never wallow in self-pity. I have always told her to be genuinely sincere loving others, with no pretense and not anticipating anything back from them. Most importantly, I have always told her to be strong. Maybe, they really have got more important things or people to attend to than her. Mayhap, they feel like it is too much to ask for.
That’s just too much to expect. Yes it is… Too much..
4:00 PM;
left undecided.
